To be completely honest, this (what the title said) isn't really what I originally thought a life would be. I thought I'd be able to concentrate more or less fully on learning new things, making new contacts and make use of everything this would be able to offer.
Sure, I was mature enough to admit that nothing ever goes according to plans or assumptions, but just like Life usually does, I never really thought I'd end up in a situation like this. I am jealous!!!